I awoke slowly Saturday morning, sluggish and exhausted from the O’Connor trial.  It was my first shot at being a big-time lawyer in a small town, and the experience kicked my butt.  My name is Mary MacIntosh and I’m a trial attorney, as you’ve probably gathered, working for Harry Harrrison – a well-known big shot lawyer in the small town of Jackson, Wyoming, near Yellowstone National Park and the Grand Tetons.  It wouldn’t be such a bad job if Harry would give me more responsibility.  I’ve been working for him for seven years and all I do, it seems, is the boring stuff that Harry doesn’t want to do.  I’m told that I’m an attractive woman – tall, lean and physically fit – but I rarely see the light of day, or go on a date for that matter, because I’m always at Harry’s beck and call.  I don’t mean to complain.  I love my job overall, but I need more in life.

I crawled out of bed, opened the door to my apartment and stared at the headline at my feet.  “Killer is Still on the Loose.”

I read the rest of the article in bed, scanning to see if my name was mentioned as one of the lawyers on the case.  Tucked into the third column of the second page I found, “Neither Harry Harrison nor Mary MacIntosh could be reached for comment.”  I called Harry to see if he’d read the paper yet.

“I’m reading the article now,” Harry said.  “I still can’t believe it.”  There was a pause on the other end of the line and Mac could hear newspapers rustling.   “Nevermind.”

“Nevermind what?” I asked.

“I don’t want to think about the O’Connor case anymore.  I have an excruciating headache.  You should have joined our ‘Thank God the O’Connor Trial is Over’ celebration last night.  I cracked the Château Léoville Las Cases St. Julien.  It scored a perfect 100 from Wine Spectator.  Deliciously bold.   You would have appreciated it.  Anyhow, changing the subject again, did you hear from Lela last night?”

“No.   Why?”

“She didn’t show up.  I’m a little worried, Mac.  I tried calling her, but there’s no answer.  She was supposed to come over to our house for a celebration drink after the verdict.”

“When I saw her at the office after the trial, she said that she was heading over to your house after she stopped by her place to change clothes.  Maybe something came up.  It was a Friday night, after all, and knowing Lela, she had a hot date lined up.  Partying with her boss might not have been high on her list, Harry.  No offense.” 

Lela, our legal secretary, almost always had a Friday night date. Young, single and a Shoshone Indian beauty, she had no problem filling her social calendar.

“But she would have called me if she couldn’t make it,” Harry said.  “She might have had other plans, Mac, but she would have at least stopped by for a drink and if she couldn’t, she would’ve called.  She always calls if there’s a problem.  I couldn’t sleep past four this morning worrying about her.  Call me if you hear from her.”

“She already has one father.”

“Lately, I think she needs two.”  

I heard Harry let out a deep sigh.  I pictured the silk laden pillows propped up behind him as he reclined in his poster bed wearing his black terrycloth robe while reading the Saturday morning paper.  Normally, he would have devoured the sports page first, but after the most publicized trial of his legal career, he undoubtedly focused on the front-page headlines.

“I’m heading out for my morning run.  I’ll drop by her place and check on her.  I’ll take my cell and call you when I find her hung-over body curled up in bed.  She’ll probably yell at me for waking her up.”

“Good.  Thanks.  Call me if you hear from her.  I’ll call the Chief.  Maybe he knows where she is.”

* * *

Lela’s father, Ed Washakie Duran, was one of several Shoshone Chiefs in the greater Wind River Range.  His Washakie name meant “The Rattler,” which was not a comparison to a snake, but an allusion to the rawhide buffalo rattle that his great grandfather, Chief Washakie, used to scare Sioux Indian ponies during his many daring raids in the early 1900’s.  Chief Washakie was remembered in Wyoming as one of the fiercest warriors, yet one of the most effective peacemakers in history.   While other tribes such as the Sioux, Crow and Cheyenne fought the white man with vigor, Chief Washakie realized that a union with whites was wiser for his people than trying to fight the invasion.  Other warriors who fought against General Custer and Crook were famous for their massacres, but Chief Washakie was happy to keep his tribe alive and well.  Despite his peacefulness, however, he was infamous for the battle at Crowheart Butte where legend has it that he charged a neighboring Bannock tribe over hunting ground rights and was declared the winner when he paraded around with the Bannock chief’s heart dangling from his spear.  Chief Washakie was buried at 102 years of age as the only Indian chief to attain full U.S. military honors, but such honors had a high price.  Ed Washakie Duran was worthy of his namesake: a peaceful leader of his tribe, a proud rancher, and a devoted father to Lela. 

Ed’s ancestors had trained him well in the fleeting and enduring pangs of fright, terror and horror.  As chief, he passed many tribal warrior tests of bravery, endurance, compassion and vision, but ancestral explanations and anecdotes failed to adequately prepare him for the phone call he was about to receive from Harry.

* * *

Millions of years of rocky cliffs have been cut like jewels by the sinuous flow of the Snake River flowing through and beyond Jackson Hole.  The wider banks of the river flow peacefully, and in the light of a setting sun, look like golden garland on a Christmas tree.   In contrast, the narrow chutes of the Snake River Canyon boast torrid rapids that look like a kettle of bubbling water boiling over.  The Snake River got its name from the Shoshone Indians, who used a serpentine hand movement for their tribal name – a motion that early settlers and trappers misinterpreted as a snake and applied it to the river, which flowed through Shoshone territory.   The peaceful calm and the raging torrents of the Snake River are like the Yin and the Yang of Lela Duran. 

Harry hired Lela after she dropped out of high school.   As I understand it, Lela got pregnant during her sophomore year at a post-football season party hosted by Harry’s son, John, the quarterback for the team.  After Lela got pregnant, John tried everything to get her to return and get a diploma.  Rumor around town was that John was the father of the baby, but Lela never substantiated paternity.  John, wanting to take responsibility, even had Harry talk to her.  The minute Harry laid eyes on Lela, he realized why his son admired her.  She had long, straight black hair that fell to her waist, like the tail of a prized Palomino.   Her skin was more olive than dark, but her eyes were the color of obsidian, wide and knowing.  She had straight teeth and thin, perfectly heart-shaped lips, always lined in red lipstick.  She was average height and weight – not too thin or too thick. 

After dwelling on my conversation with Harry, I started to worry about Lela too.  I tied my running shoes, grabbed my jacket, and took off on foot toward her apartment.  It was a brisk morning in May.  The winter snow was melting from the tips of the Teton Mountains.  I could smell the smoke from fires burning in neighbor’s fireplaces – and indication that winter had lingered into spring – something not uncommon in Wyoming.  The air was crisp and fresh and I thought about many things on my way to Lela’s – most particularly, about Greg, my new boyfriend.

As I got closer to Lela’s, I started wondering whether I was being overly paranoid.  Maybe she needed a break from us.  We’d been working around the clock for months during the O’Connor trial.  Once it was over, maybe she didn’t want to see or hear from us until after the weekend. 

After seventeen years of working for Harry, Lela was his right arm.  She kept his files in perfect order, filed the pleadings in the right court at the right time without being asked, arranged depositions by the mere eavesdropping in on a conversation, and packed his briefcase with the next day’s files before he left for the day.  Lela knew the clients as well, if not better, than Harry or me and most of them dropped in unannounced to see her, not us.  The holiday greeting treats were addressed to her first, us second.   Holiday greetings . . .  

I thought of that horrifying morning last Christmas when I was assaulted at gunpoint at the office.  I had arrived around my usual time and turned around to hang my jacket on the hook behind my door.  There he stood, tucked into the corner of my office, his dark, beady eyes burning through me like lasers.  He was a heavy-set man with a navy blue ski cap pulled down over his face.  Panic overwhelmed me, to the point where I couldn’t scream for help, as I backed slowly toward my desk, hoping to get close enough to grab the phone.  When I saw the gun in his hand, I realized that the phone wouldn’t save me.  He grabbed me by my ponytail with his black-gloved hand and jolted me to the ground, and with the gun pressed against my right temple, he duct taped my mouth and in a low, gruff tone he said, “Take all of your clothes off.”  I remember that his breath smelled like a stale cigarette.   It was Lela who comforted me after the assault.  She understood my shame and humiliation of being forced to strip.  Lela was reliable and comforting.

The more I thought of my conversation with Harry about Lela, I decided that maybe he was right.  It wasn’t like Lela to not show up.   She was reliable.  I called Harry from my cell phone and told him to meet me at her apartment.

When Harry arrived, I followed him up the cobblestone sidewalk.  Walking with a slight limp from a Stanford University football career-ending knee injury, Harry turned and flashed me a nervous, toothy grin.  The deep crags around his eyes from years of squinting at fine print were deeper this morning, likely the result of little sleep.   He’s known around town for his elegant Savile Row custom-tailored British clothes and today he donned a Burberry striped button-down shirt, blue jeans and Sergio Rossi side-buckle leather shoes.  Although his dark hair was thinning, he’d never let the color fade.  He was handsome for a man in his late fifties.

By the way, like I said earlier, my name is Mary MacIntosh, but Harry calls me “Mac.” I’m a thirty-two-year-old tall Irish gal with long, curly auburn hair, freckled cheeks and a wide smile.  Harry hired me upon law school graduation because he didn’t want to hire a young lawyer with bad habits acquired from working for another attorney.  Harry told me that if I was going to have bad habits, he wanted me to have his bad habits.   Harry’s the closest paradigm to the father that I didn’t have.  My father died when I was young, and the man my mother remarried was more interested in gaining a mother for his children than serving as a father to me.  Harry pulled me under his sophisticated wings, introducing me to food, wine and the finer things in life – like how to be a lawyer without losing your mind. 

Harry punched in the access code to Lela’s apartment building and then pulled the heavy wooden door open.  As we climbed the flight of steps leading to her apartment, I could feel my adrenaline mounting.

“That’s strange.  Her door is wide open,” I said.

Harry jerked his large hand toward me, silently cautioning me to stay back.  He took a few steps into Lela’s apartment.

“Lela?  Lela?  Anyone home?” Harry shouted, but there was no response.  “Lela?”

I inched behind Harry, close enough to smell his Polo cologne.  At that moment, I sensed a wrongness about the place, like a snowstorm in August.

“Harry, her purse and keys are still here,” I whispered.  “Lela would never leave her apartment without her purse.”

“Sshhhh.”  Harry held his hand up to me again, signaling for me to stay put. 

“Maybe she was on her way out and forgot something.”  

Harry looked back and held his finger to his lip.  I stopped talking.    He silently walked down the short hallway toward Lela’s only bedroom.  I followed him.  Her bedroom was in shambles.  Her bed was unmade and clothes were strewn all over the floor.  Her closet door was open and its contents had been emptied.  Her dresser drawers had been ransacked and her nightstand lamp was shattered.    Harry pushed by me and headed toward the bathroom door, which was slightly ajar.  He knocked as he pushed the door open further.  He ripped back the shower curtain, anticipating the worst.  The tub was empty. 

I bolted back into her living room.  “Hey Harry, look at this.”   Lela’s coffee table was covered with a brightly colored Navajo blanket on top of which sat a half-empty bottle of wine with a tall tumbler next to it with a quarter of the way full of a yellow liquid. 

Harry leaned down on one knee to smell the contents in the glass tumbler.  “Smells like wine.”

“Lela’s a Southern Comfort and Coke drinker.”

“I’ve offered her wine many times, but she’s always turned me down.  She won’t even try a sip of my finer vintage.”  Harry braced his hand against the arm of the couch and grimaced as he stood, looking down at his knee.  There was a large stain on his jeans.

“Is your knee bleeding?  Do you think that one of the pins in there popped out?  Should I call -”

“No.  My knee is fine.  The carpet is wet.”  

“Wet?”  I took a closer look at the burnt orange carpet.  “That looks like . . . blood?”

“Don’t touch anything, Mac.”  I shoved my hands in the front pockets of my blue jeans.  “Look here.  This chair has been moved.  You can see the imprints on the carpet where it used to be.”

I walked around the couch.  “Harry, there’s a broken vase here.  And Lela’s other matching Navajo blanket is missing.  It’s usually hung over the back of this chair.”

“I’m calling the police,” Harry said.  Harry pulled out his Hermes handkerchief and reached for Lela’s telephone.

“Wait.  Use my cell.”  I dialed 9-1-1 and handed my phone to Harry.

 “They’re sending over a squad car,” he said, trying to figure out how to turn my phone off.  I grabbed the phone and clicked the right button.   “Do you have the Chief’s number on your cell?”  Harry shook his head no.

  I pulled my Blackberry out of my purse and scrolled down to Duran, then plugged my cell into my Blackberry, direct-dialing the Chief. 

“Ed, this is Harry.  Have you heard from Lela?”   He hadn’t.  “You need to come to Lela’s apartment.  I’m afraid that something has happened.” 

I’d never seen Harry this shook up.  Lela was a diamond that he had perfectly cut and polished.  He couldn’t place a value on her because he had never been forced to.  When I first came to work for Harry, Lela had already been there for nearly eleven years.  She knew more about practicing law than I did, and was helpful in bridging the gap from law school to reality.  She’d become my friend, inviting me to join her friends for happy hour and other social events, and over the years, I felt like I’d gotten to know her pretty well.  But as I looked around her apartment, I wondered if I knew her at all. 

Lela didn’t drink wine, as far as I knew, and she swore that she only used Noxema on her face, but her medicine cabinet was full of skin products.  While waiting for the police to show up, I walked into her bedroom and looked around, careful not to disturb anything.  Dozens of pictures of Lela with her family adorned the walls of her bedroom, which were painted scarlet red.  Red candles were perched on the windowsill above her unmade bed.   

Afraid of leaving a fingerprint behind, I slipped my right hand into my coat pocket and reached for the handle of her top bureau drawer.  I pulled the drawer open far enough to see leopard print undergarments.  I poked through her lingerie and beneath the pile of red and black lace panties lay a wad of green bills.

“Harry, in here,” I shouted.  I pointed to the money bound tight in a rubber band. 

“That looks like a lot of money.  The top bill is a five hundred.  Must be a couple of thousand dollars here, at least.”  He looked at me in astonishment, like a father discovering marijuana in his teenager’s sock drawer.  

“She has a slew of expensive cosmetic products in the bathroom, too.  She swore to me that she didn’t believe in that stuff.  It’s like she had a private life that we didn’t know about.”

“Harry?” a voice called out.

“Back here,” Harry said as he shoved the wad of bills back in the lingerie drawer. 

Deputy Sheriff Tim Marshall walked in Lela’s bedroom.  Tim Marshall’s salt and pepper hair was combed directly back off his high forehead, forming a bit of a peak, exposing a large, z-shaped scar on the left side near his temple.  His gray eyes were deeply set, framed by a thick, dark unibrow.  He had perfectly white-capped teeth, like the tips of the Tetons, and nearly as pointed.  A waft of cigarette odor filled the room as soon as he spoke.

“What’s goin’ on?” he asked.  Harry filled him in as we edged back toward the kitchen.

“When you arrived, what did you see?” Tim asked, while pulling out a notebook from his shirt pocket.

“The door was wide open and her purse and keys were on the table.  I called out for her, but she didn’t answer, so we checked the rooms.  She’s not here.   There’s a stain on the carpet I think you should look at.”

Harry showed Tim the stain on his pants from where he knelt on the wet carpet.  Tim touched the stain and then examined his finger.  “I need to call in forensics.”   He made the call.  “While we’re waitin’ for them to show up, let me ask you a few questions.   When did you see Lela last?”

“I saw her at the office last night around five o’clock,” I said.  “She was organizing all of the O’Connor trial documents into boxes for storage.   She said that she was coming here to freshen up and then to Harry’s for a drink.”    

“So, you were the last person to see Lela,” Tim said, in an almost accusatory tone.

“I don’t know whether I was the last person to see Lela, Tim.  I’m the last person I know to have seen her.  She obviously came home and perhaps had wine with a friend.  I don’t know whom she saw after she left the office.”  

Tim’s a decent cop and was recognized on the force as a specialist in forensics, but his biggest problem, in my opinion, was that he opened his mouth too often when he should be listening. 

“What’s the name of her friend that she’s always hangin’ around?”

“Sheila Fall is her best friend.”

 “Oh, sure.  I think I know her.  Doesn’t she work at Albertsons?” Tim asked.  I nodded.  “Maybe we should give her a call and see if she knows where Lela is.”

“I’ll call her, but I hope it’s not too early.  Sheila works the night shift.”  

Lela introduced me to Sheila several years back at a happy hour.  I’ll never forget watching Sheila walk in to the bar, her tight Levi’s and a very low-cut magenta top getting whistles from all the male patrons.  Her bleached-blond, over-permed frizzy hair clung to her shoulders and every finger was adorned with a ring.  Her false fingernails were so long that they curled in the shape of a U.  When she told me that she worked as a checker at Albertson’s, I wondered how on earth she could punch anything on the checkout keypad with claws like that.   I dialed her number.  It rang four times before anyone answered.

“H-h-hello,” a voice whispered, hardly audible. 

“Sheila?  It’s Mary MacIntosh.  Have you -”

“What the fuck time is it?”

“Sorry to wake you.  It’s almost ten in the morning.  Listen, have you seen or heard from Lela lately?”

“Shit no.  Haven’t I told you never to call before noon?  It’s Saturday morning.” 

“She didn’t show up at Harry’s house last night and we’re worried about her.  When was the last time you talked with her?”

“Hhhhcccm.  Shit.  I’ve got a fucking hair in my mouth.  Just a minute.  Hhhcccm. She called after the trial was over and said that she was gonna have a drink with Harry and then she said she might meet me later at the Cowboy.  She didn’t show.” 

“That’s not like her, is it?” 

I heard Sheila whispering to someone in the background.   “Down the hall, first right.” 

“I’m not interrupting, am I?”

“What’d you think?   What’d you ask me?”

“Was it unusual for Lela not to show up?”

“Yeah.   I mean no, but I didn’t make much of it.  Sometimes she gets . . . you know . . . sidetracked, if you know what I’m sayin’.  She has a way of bein’ that way.”

“Sidetracked?”

“You know.  Meets up with a boyfriend along the way.”

“Who’s she been seeing lately?  Is she dating anyone?”

“Dating?  Hhhmm.  Lela and me never really date any one guy.  She was seeing this guy that was teaching her skiing, but I forget his name.  Tom or Don or somethin’ like that.  Anyway, she dates around.  No one serious.  Why?”  Sheila said, hushing someone in the background.

“Well, we’re at her apartment now.  She’s not here and her door was left wide open, and her purse and keys are here.  We’re worried that maybe she left her apartment suddenly.  Lela doesn’t go anywhere without her purse.   And you know how she guards the keys to her truck.  So, you don’t know where she is?”

“Nope.  I gotta go.”

“Wait.  Do you know of anyone that might have a grudge against her?”   There was a considerable pause on the other end of the line.

“A grudge.  Hmm.  Well, I don’t know of no one with a grudge.  I mean, there are a few guys around town that she’s dumped, so they might be pissed at her.  But I don’t know of nobody who like hates her or anything, even though she thinks she’s smarter than the rest of us.”  There was another pause.  I was about to hang up when Sheila interjected.  “But the other day, I was at her apartment after work and the phone rang.  I don’t know who it was, but she did have a hot conversation with someone.  She kept sayin’ that she was sorry and that she would fix the problem.  When she hung up, I asked her who she was talkin’ to and she said, ‘nobody.’  When Lela says ‘nobody’ it means ‘nobody’ and I know to mind my own fuckin’ business, if you know what I mean.”

“When was that, do you remember?”

“Must have been Wednesday, because that’s the day I get off work early.  We watched TV together and did our nails.  Yeah.  Wednesday.”  

“She wouldn’t tell you who called?”

“Nope.  And I ain’t one to pry.”

“Has anyone ever threatened her?  Like an old boyfriend?”

“I don’t know nothin’ about the threats.  Ask John – he’s the one who follows her all around town.”

“Harry’s son?”

“Yeah.  He’s been followin’ her around forever.  Like since high school.  It’s creepy.  I tell him to get a life all the time.  Lela’s nice to him on account of his dad being her boss and all, but the guy gives me the fuckin’ creeps.  I don’t give a shit that he was the high school quarterback or whatever.   He’s fat and ugly.   The idiot stopped by on Wednesday and brought her a six pack.  As if we can’t buy ourselves beer for shit sakes.  Lela don’t even drink beer.  Anyway -”

“Anyone else?”

“Jimmy Lonewolf.”

“Who?”

“Like the whole town knows about Jimmy Lonewolf.”

“That name rings a bell.  Who’s he?”

“Jimmy Lonewolf is this stupid kid that grew up near Lela on the reservation.  He’s short and really skinny.  He’s got a silver front tooth.  He always wears his hair in a ponytail with a baseball cap on backwards.  He’s an idiot.  A real fuckin’ moron.  Lela says that he doesn’t got both oars in the water.  He’s always showin’ up around her apartment.  She’s nice to him because his dad is a friend of her dad’s, I guess, but he bugs the hell out of me.”

“Anyone else?”

“Nope.  That ski guy, but I can’t remember his name.  He was pissed off that she didn’t sleep with him, that I know for sure.  He taught her to ski and paid for her ski ticket.  She stood him up for happy hour one night.  He tracked us down at the Stagecoach and bitched her out.  He’s an asshole.  California pretty boy freak.”

“When was that?”

“Don’t know.  A few months back, I think.”

“What’s with all of the expensive cosmetics and skin care creams in Lela’s bathroom?”  There was another pause on Sheila’s end of the line.  “Sheila?”

“Uh, well, we went to this dermatologist doctor and he gave us some samples.  It’s no big deal.  You know, free samples to try.   Listen, I need to go.  Call me when you find her.”  The phone went dead.